My love life

Somehow, I always manage to get myself into dumbfuck relationships with dumbfuck boys, who I somehow manage to love endlessly. Fuck thhaat..

My most recent ex-boyfriend cheated on his girlfriend with me. Granted we were both in a state of intoxication... whatever, no excuses. I think it's ironic that he didn't trust me and one of the reasons why we broke up was his extreme jealousy and the fact that he hated that I was making new friends in college. Who's the cheater now?

I feel no triumph, though. All I feel is sadness. And anger. And confusion. This happened a few weeks ago, before the swear off of alcohol. People--me especially--are so dumb.

Fuck.